Tuesday 22 May 2007

Spiritual Search

Picking yourself up:
After starting over... You not only need to have actions... You need to have the spirit as well...

That's what I was looking for all this while... Searching so wide so far... It has always been infront of me...

Everytime I look far ahead into the future... I tend to miss out on the things infront of me... Before I get lost again... Give me a tug to remind me of the things infront of me...

Wednesday 9 May 2007

Getting up

I want to apologise for many things... Not about things that I've done wrong... It's about the right things that I should have done but didn't do... Resulting in that little discomfort...

I'm evening out the grease on the gears to get moving...

I will set things right.
I will stand up again.
I will be the fighter I once was.

Friday 4 May 2007

How would you treat an old bicycle?

Scenario:
The bike has been left unused for very long. Gears are dry and rusty. You have to get this bike running on one condition. You can't change its gears, you can only condition it.

Method one:
Grease it, and start intensive cycling immediately.

Method two:
Grease it, slowly turn the gears to let the grease even out and then start cycling gradually building speed.

Which would you do to save the bike?

Thursday 3 May 2007

Words of Wisdom - 1

Life is a journey, Dreams are destinations.
You can't run a marathon blindly without direction and check points. That's why we have many small objectives that act as check points to keep us in pace and track to achieve our big dreams.

New blog home!

Phew... Finally done with editing the template...

Trying to get my 50 reasons right - Part 1

01) Let my parents retire

02) Support my parents

03) Support my wife to be with a good life!

04) Support my future family with a good life

05) Get my dad a new car

06) Get my mum a new car

07) Let people who care for me stop worrying about me

08) Save up fast enough to have a fully paid up grand wedding for the happiness of my wife to be!

09) A home big enough to let my wife & family live comfortably

That's all I can think of for now... 9 out of 50... How?? Ah har! One more!

10) Help Brian get his car!

The Missing Word - You

Brought...
New meaning into my life... New stars into my dark dark sky... Happiness to me...

Are...
My strongest and only reason to stay on, to fight on, to succeed... Why I want to achieve the things I have set to achieve before...

New hopes & wishes, Old Dreams New reasons
Time to stop at very special moments... A car I call my own to drive around anytime anywhere... A house to shelter...

EQ

About my work...
Lost the fire... Lost the spirit... Losing the momentum... Losing the focus... Just want to disappear from the face of the earth... But I can't... There are people I cant just leave alone... People who trusted me... People who supports me... People who fights by my side... Because of so many people... My performance kills me... I can't face you people...

Other than work...
Heavy... Confused... But when you're there...dont have to be physically... Delighted... Problems hide away from me...

Lesson Learnt...
With your help I've come to realised something about myself... Not new... but I never knew I was like that... That lesson is me not wanting to implicate others and doing things myself...

The Silent 1st Talk About Organ

A... feeling... accompanying... hearing... listening... looking... watching...
If only... If... When...?

Opening the door bit by bit

Entry transferred from friendster blog -

Sleepless nights... Thoughts running... Challenges arising... Mentally Fatigued... Weaken self... Mixed Emotions...

So many things to say but so little people I can tell to. Do you want to be the one I can say everything to? If you will see me as a distraction then I'd rather not say anything. I will wait till it no longer seems as a distraction to you to say it.

That's about all I can think of. It not my first time blogging but I don't have the habit to maintain one. So far in my whole life this is probably my 5th post ever? Rest were mindless childish entries... How else can I blog when things I want to say you cant read?